We have a special episode for y'all today in honor of HBO's release of Love Has Won: The Cult of Mother God. This puppy is from the Patreon Vault, enjoy!Today we're taking you alllll the way back to May of 2021 when Ash and one of her amazing former co-hosts Cam talked about Colorado cult Love Has Won! At the time of the recording, "Mother God" had been found dead just weeks prior. It's not been two and half years and a great documentary just came out on HBO!Check out the YouTube LIVE we did recently to talk about the documentary!Watch Love Has Won: The Cult of Mother God here!Ash covers Love Has Won and the mysterious death of its leader Amy Carlson, aka "Mother God". Before her death, Mother God was a belligerent and abusive alcoholic who claimed to be paralyzed from the waist down (videos prove otherwise). She and her group, including Jason Castillo, one of many "Father God"s over the years, had been doing daily livestreams on YouTube since the mid 2000s, gaining followers by selling magical phone healing sessions, "god squad" apparel, etc... the usual. But it appears that Love Has Lost, as Carlson's mummified corpse was found wrapped in a sleeping bag and Christmas lights, with glitter surrounding her hollow eye sockets, in a makeshift shrine less than three weeks ago.✨If you'd like access to over 125 episodes that aren't on the regular feed, and you'd like them all ad free, join our Patreon for as little as $5 a month! https://www.patreon.com/TSFUMake sure to subscribe to our YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/@tsfuthepodcastliveSubscribe to our podcast on Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/thats-so-fcked-up/id1508752329or Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/2zo86q0aYvNSg8prn1k73N?si=590fae149eb24218☕️Buy us a coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/tsfuthepodcastSupport our work and get all kinds of nifty perks: https://www.patreon.com/TSFUFollow Ash on IG: https://www.instagram.com/ashleyloverichards/️Visit That's So Fcked Up's Website: https://tsfuthepodcast.com/Follow TSFU on IG: https://www.instagram.com/tsfuthepodcast/Join our Discord community: https://discord.gg/c2HwBUDsUx-Audio engineering by Evette Darensbourg.